We find comfort in smallness. It pleases the psyche to bask in feelings of shrinking one’s greatness. It devours our essence in bigness. We reject unfamiliar tingles of growth and elevation. We despise the arisen and the ascended unconsciously. We’re thus then made to see and painfully watch ourselves wither away in this stubborn emotion in contraction and in hiding ourselves away at the detriment of our souls expression. A dire curse for the chosen one made for greater action. For the ones with a small head but a bigger God in spirit this is a dire curse indeed. For the ones dying to save the world they’ve found themselves but somehow cannot even save themselves first.
Our expansion isn’t arrogance even at the slightest. It is simply our divine human nature and our divine right in essence.
Don’t get weary of bringing the due-diligent awareness to our nervous system. For when our nervous system feels safe enough, life moves so much sweeter and better cause you know why?— we’re simply in alignment with our inner world which then causes us to attract better things into our lives. Although, when our human need for expansion and growth was or has been labeled arrogance from a younger age, it registers in our nervous system. The nerves remembers this act of shunning and registers it as a fear for expansion. Keyword on Fear. With the brain it somehow reads fear into our nerves whenever we’ve reached that max limit allowed in childhood regarding growth. The brain further tries keeping us safer by rejecting such success in expansion, by hinting to remain on that base line, rejecting the unfamiliar patterns in elevation and growth, which is screams our nervous feeling, not-safe!. And it’s sad that our growth and expansion is now in the mindset and zone of the feelings of — not-safe.
A thing of tragedy, when the fear for our success is the human response to the kind of a young growing child in curiosity and wonder, who’s was born to learn the very depth of God’s goodness and light. A heart that’s been set to love so immeasurably, and a spirit tainted with a transcendental essence , a light meant by nature, to be kept on clear high top of the mountain-table and not underneath it. A light meant to shine for the glory of the maker. What a thing of tragedy in the early misinterpretations of such expansive beauty and truth.
When these human words anre being intertwined with the sacredness and the holy purpose of the Divine in this little child’s existence? it then finds this sweet familiar comfort in shrinking and in playing small.
But paying small and shrinking at our capabilities has never served anyone really. Hasn’t served the ones that has taught us to shrink. Will not serve the us that shrinks indeed. And could never ever, serve the one true God who has given us charge to be fruitful and to multiply.
And in this spirit will come the awakened patterns to unlearn, every supposed barriers pushed down on us from early childhood. Cause while we’re all grown as adults, rather than focusing on growing deeper into our truths, we’re here unlearning and making do with all the lies the world had sold us were our highest potential. But oh when we finally realize that we’re capable and made for more it is surely a bitter-sweet thing to have in clear comprehension. We almost somewhat feel robbed at that moment of our own essence in evolution, for we’ve all been conditioned into playing and thinking smaller than necessary. We’ve been contained and not taught how to spread our capacity in reaching for the stars in lightness and divinity. We’ve been studied and shielded from light.
But the truth about the expansive spirit given to man simply cannot be hidden forever. It eventually breaks through barriers and cracking its way out of the dug-pit, arising out of the mud in broad day light. Shinning and echoing the glory of the Divine one. The truth brings expansion I tell you— The truth is expansion itself my friend. ☆
It is human to want to do better and get better at things, especially defying the laid down generational scripts one has been born into. It is simply not arrogance but the understanding that Choice exists annd utilizing this ability of ours to choose elevation shouldn’t be a thing of arrogance indeed. Our abilities to create has been given to us by the everlasting father and the wonderful counselor— the one who oversees all things and knows the end of all things. So it is quite normal that the human perception is limited in understanding such level of expansion and the need for a soulful experience that yields more than it’s known for generations to man.
Additionally, when a particular soul has been endowed with such sacred spirit and inner hunger, it knows no bounds and it heeds no listening ears to limited minds. It does not walk the trails of its predecessors, whom had accepted such judgments and directions that it is better to remain dormant for its safety.
In this arena though, a new safety is created through Christ who strengthens us. The chains of constraint on our conscious evolution must and is then broken for we pray against the spirit of smallness when we walk down our own divine paths.
“Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.”
— Marianne Williamson, from A Return to Love
• We simply now understand that this “arrogance” that’s spoken of, is just a confused understanding of where our needs are coming from.
• It may be the understanding of those who do not accept the re-writing of scripts in our lives which is not okay. And this confusion scares them in full understanding.
• We no longer seek permission for the needful soul-expansion. Not in arrogance but in truth we walk.
• Renouncing every allegiance of smallness taught to us merely because we do not fit their own desires for us.
• We bow and surrender at the feet of the divine one to lead us down our own path of divine growth in compassion.
• We release the past programmings in our nervous system by rewiring our subconscious narratives towards growth and towards wanting more for ourselves according to God’s riches in glory for he shall provide.
• We learn to love ourselves louder than how we’ve been dismissed in childhood to shrink ourselves.
•We embrace the need for the process of unlearning.
• We acknowledge that Christ is king.
“In what ways do our psyche reject feelings of growth and expansion in our conscious minds?”
“What is the limit of success that our nervous system has registered? — Notice how whenever we hit this limit, we’re back to square one as we’re not in best capacity to handle and maintain such bigness?”
“What scripts are we holding unto so dearly which shrinks our consciousness that aren’t even ours to begin with?”
“Is it in visibility or in our own stance that we unconsciously cower in nature?”
☆ Questions to ruminate over and pray about ☆
•Thank you for reading ☆
•Till next time my friend <33
Your writings are so beautiful Eunie
Truly brilliant Eunie.
You shine your vast Light on these words of wisdom and truth.
Inspiring...thank you
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